wierd weekend....... infact the past week itself has been wierd!
on the one hand, i have been able to start clearing the clutter in my brain, and taking things in the positive stride, adopting a new approach...... AND on the other hand, my results get announced and, well, not surprising, i do not clear!
But, i am not really, down in the dumps....... simply because, i realised that miracles dont happen..... yup, me passing would have been nothing short of a miracle..... and since that did not take place, my belief in hard work has only strengthened!
this may sound really wierd, but i am happy, that i flunked! seriously! i mean, it has given me an opportunity to excel.... its a blessing in disguise! 'coz, with my current state of mind, if i had cleared, it would have meant, a new change.....and i know, i am not ready for it!
Ofcourse, everyone else i know, cleared..... :) but, the point i always make is, my journey is MINE! and if, my pace is slow, its OK, i mean, im confident of doing what i want, and somehow, my morale is helping me, reach there...... and deff the fact that i have yet not achieved what i want, just indicates one thing for me - i have yet quite some things to learn, before, i achieve what i want!
on the upside, well, i am almost excited and pumping with energy, to start studies again..... and give it my best shot! there is a wierd, almost power giving high, in achieving something, being the dark horse and racing ahead opf others, who feel you are down in the dumps..... and trust me, i luv that feeling.... just hope i am not addicted to that cycle!!!!
And yea, other thing, well, met a person, i had given unnecessary importance in my life, for quite sometime, and you know, how we always feel, when someone is no longer a part of your life..... abt "what if..", "how i wish...", etc.... well, that came to an end! because one look at him, and i knew i was a blessed child to not have him, as a part of my life anymore!
Phew, enough for now, got a couple of more stuff going on in my mind, hopefully, will post them laters!
4 comments:
Hey Rachana,
Good to know you took the positive approach from the failure.
All the best for your future endeavours. With this attitude you will surely make it.
Hey Rachana,
Good to know you took the positive approach from the failure.
All the best for your future endeavours. With this attitude you will surely make it.
Hey Rachana,
Good to know you took the positive approach from the failure.
All the best for your future endeavours. With this attitude you will surely make it.
I really loved your attitude!!There are times when life forcefully makes us adapt a kind of environment we probably may not like to be in..but iam sure its temporary..You have a fantastic phase on your way!:) So get set :)
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