Mar 7, 2009

just why.....

Meredith Grey: Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.


It can get confusing! When you have no clue where you are headed! When you have something to be happy about, but you really don’t know how to celebrate that happiness, because mentally and emotionally, you have already removed yourself far from this task which may be the reason for celebrations.

Its like, you have already moved on, and someone is trying to hold you back!

Or is it because I just don’t value the reason enough?

Or may be you just don’t get what the whole point is, or maybe its just another thing for you (but honestly, it is not, because had the result not turned positive, I would have been affected, and pretty badly at that!)

May be I just don’t know what to do, or how I am supposed to deal with it… have taken the break, got back to routine and told everyone who mattered and care, how lucky and happy I am, for the result and for them and all that jazz….

But then, why am I not smiling? :

21 comments:

mithunkotian said...

1. u r not smiling because u r more relieved than u r happy
2. celebrating something, doesnt necessarily mean that u r happy about it.
3. u r not smiling, coz u dont want to!

3 is the simplest reason, cause-effect wise, and i think its the most relevant. I amaze even myself with my analytical skill :P

mithunkotian said...

1. u r not smiling because u r more relieved than u r happy
2. celebrating something, doesnt necessarily mean that u r happy about it.
3. u r not smiling, coz u dont want to!

3 is the simplest reason, cause-effect wise, and i think its the most relevant. I amaze even myself with my analytical skill :P

mithunkotian said...

1. u r not smiling because u r more relieved than u r happy
2. celebrating something, doesnt necessarily mean that u r happy about it.
3. u r not smiling, coz u dont want to!

3 is the simplest reason, cause-effect wise, and i think its the most relevant. I amaze even myself with my analytical skill :P

the_ego_has_landed said...

U know it happens to me too sometimes..

the joy sets in retrospect! :P lol I hate it too! lol

chill, just enjoy the moment :)

the_ego_has_landed said...

U know it happens to me too sometimes..

the joy sets in retrospect! :P lol I hate it too! lol

chill, just enjoy the moment :)

the_ego_has_landed said...

U know it happens to me too sometimes..

the joy sets in retrospect! :P lol I hate it too! lol

chill, just enjoy the moment :)

PURN!MA said...

I understand the feeling. But right now, I'm feeling quite the opposite, I'm smiling and I dunno why. :|

PURN!MA said...

I understand the feeling. But right now, I'm feeling quite the opposite, I'm smiling and I dunno why. :|

PURN!MA said...

I understand the feeling. But right now, I'm feeling quite the opposite, I'm smiling and I dunno why. :|

abstractpsyche said...

and here i was thinkin that I was the Lone Confused Ranger

abstractpsyche said...

and here i was thinkin that I was the Lone Confused Ranger

abstractpsyche said...

and here i was thinkin that I was the Lone Confused Ranger

mithunkotian said...

You have been tagged...consider this a notice :P

mithunkotian said...

You have been tagged...consider this a notice :P

mithunkotian said...

You have been tagged...consider this a notice :P

Rachana said...

Rachana...It's more than just a co-incidence that my poem Sometimes...& this post come at the same time...I feel if u are not overjoyed ,its a good feeling because it means you are moving to a zone where you can handle pain & pleasure equally...But still...you must smile...you must be happy...you deserve it..

Rachana said...

Rachana...It's more than just a co-incidence that my poem Sometimes...& this post come at the same time...I feel if u are not overjoyed ,its a good feeling because it means you are moving to a zone where you can handle pain & pleasure equally...But still...you must smile...you must be happy...you deserve it..

Rachana said...

Rachana...It's more than just a co-incidence that my poem Sometimes...& this post come at the same time...I feel if u are not overjoyed ,its a good feeling because it means you are moving to a zone where you can handle pain & pleasure equally...But still...you must smile...you must be happy...you deserve it..

Jayded said...

This blog after you passed your CA exam?
You never cease to surprise me!

Jayded said...

This blog after you passed your CA exam?
You never cease to surprise me!

Jayded said...

This blog after you passed your CA exam?
You never cease to surprise me!