its exciting!!!!!! the new attitude, new approach is sinking in!

now, its like i suddenly seemed to have found the KEY to happiness!

after months of oblivion, denial, and trying to fight it, i have suddenly started accepting and realising that to truly get what i want, its time, i adopt the attitude, which although i always believed in, had seemed to evade me for some time!

and now, that its creeping back into my system- the nervousness, excitement, intense energy, is all palpable, visible, even partly infectious ........ hee hee hee!!!!

so, now back to the old new Rach! ;-)

trust me ppl, competition is inevitable!!!!!!