its exciting!!!!!! the new attitude, new approach is sinking in!
now, its like i suddenly seemed to have found the KEY to happiness!
after months of oblivion, denial, and trying to fight it, i have suddenly started accepting and realising that to truly get what i want, its time, i adopt the attitude, which although i always believed in, had seemed to evade me for some time!
and now, that its creeping back into my system- the nervousness, excitement, intense energy, is all palpable, visible, even partly infectious ........ hee hee hee!!!!
so, now back to the old new Rach! ;-)
trust me ppl, competition is inevitable!!!!!!