Jun 14, 2007

so, how 'J' are you????

I have always wondered why it is so hard to express certain emotions than others, why we cannot share some of our innermost feelings with anyone, even though, they are the ones that should be ‘let-out’ in order to move on!!! And considering the fact that we all are human enough to feel and experience them…. Why they cannot be brought out in the open!

So, here I try to capture these emotions as i experience them!


Here are some random rambling of mine, I wrote when I was experiencing the big J – Jealousy

"Jealousy is all the fun you think they had" - Erica Jong, Fear of Flying, 1973

"Jealousy is the tribute mediocrity pays to genius" - Fulton J. Sheen

"Jealousy is the art of injuring ourselves more than others" - Alexandre Dumas (1802 - 1870)


'After a long time, my words are refusing to take the shape of my emotions….or is it the other way round????

May be my feelings are too strong and so, my opinions are a little too raw and extreme. And expressing them in exact words is not only a bit too difficult, at this current point of time, but also, expressing them, would mean giving them a certain shape and acknowledging their presence. It would mean accepting the fact that I am, as an individual capable of so much negativity and insecurity that the only thing going on in my mind right now, is something that I am not proud of, and wouldn’t want to be associated with. It would mean acknowledging my vulnerability to be controlled by certain emotions that in an ‘oh-so-ideal’ world should not have existed in the first place!!!'

Now, here’s some food for more emotions…….. Uncontrollable emotions!!!

Will update this section as and when I find myself experiencing a strong emotion while being seated before a Computer!!! Hehehehh!!!!

6 comments:

vichchoobhai said...

Whom r u jealous of. Jealousy is a sign of inadequacy. If u lack something try to make it up if u can. Or else bear with it.

For every malady under the sun\there is a remedy - or thereis none;
if there be one go and find it
if there be none,never mind it.

vichchoobhai said...

Whom r u jealous of. Jealousy is a sign of inadequacy. If u lack something try to make it up if u can. Or else bear with it.

For every malady under the sun\there is a remedy - or thereis none;
if there be one go and find it
if there be none,never mind it.

vichchoobhai said...

Whom r u jealous of. Jealousy is a sign of inadequacy. If u lack something try to make it up if u can. Or else bear with it.

For every malady under the sun\there is a remedy - or thereis none;
if there be one go and find it
if there be none,never mind it.

Benaifer said...

hey Rachana...totally agree thr...but sumwhr the feeling of 'jealousy' is as natural as the human existence itself...honestly someone who states tat he's nvr been jealous of neone wotsoever wud sumwhr be lyin, acc to me...its just tat the extent in each person differs...n nethn to an extreme is bad...

well nice topic man...some food for thought :)

Benaifer said...

hey Rachana...totally agree thr...but sumwhr the feeling of 'jealousy' is as natural as the human existence itself...honestly someone who states tat he's nvr been jealous of neone wotsoever wud sumwhr be lyin, acc to me...its just tat the extent in each person differs...n nethn to an extreme is bad...

well nice topic man...some food for thought :)

Benaifer said...

hey Rachana...totally agree thr...but sumwhr the feeling of 'jealousy' is as natural as the human existence itself...honestly someone who states tat he's nvr been jealous of neone wotsoever wud sumwhr be lyin, acc to me...its just tat the extent in each person differs...n nethn to an extreme is bad...

well nice topic man...some food for thought :)